Herefs where I talk about ginsomniah where there can difficulties sleeping, more time to spend with the Lord. Sometimes I lay in bed, stuck thinking about the insults said to me, though Christ upholds me. Or maybe thinking about mistakes I have made in the past, though Christfs blood washes away all my sins.

Luke 2:10 [The Gospel is] "good tidings of great joy will be to ALL people."


My friend can of soup says the following.

My friend comes from a not very good home and was supposed to stay in town for st least a couple months, if not permanently, but is apparently leaving in a couple weeks :/ it feels as if every move I make with my friends leads to them getting upset and I genuinely didnft understand why but now i canft deny it must be the work of an evil spirit.

I feel so sorry for what your sisters going through and I am so very proud of her. You and your mum are handling the situation extremely well and Ifm glad youfre taking the time to show her these things!! I can already tell shefs going to grow up to be a wonderful person!! You sound like an awesome big brother and son<3

I am truly grateful we found each other as well, everyday I look forward to your messages (although still no pressure, your family is more important!!)

On the media Ifve been seeing so many more Christian related things (my phones been listening to me.. XD) and some of the comments have.. not been the nicest so to say. Part of me understand where theyfre coming from because before I met you I was just like them, I was clouded with an offensive idea of what a Christian was, but man I donft know how you do it. I think this may be a gIfm too sensitiveh kinda thing but some of the stuff people have said would 100% make me cry if it was directed to me personally


So I reply with the following

Your friend has my condolences. Ifve read stories about people who come from troubled homes and they have my deep sympathies. In terms of them staying in town or leaving, itfs ultimately their decision to choose what they personally prefer. I pray to the Lord that their situation improves.


In terms of your friends getting upset without you knowing, an evil spirit could potentially be trying to guilt trip you (unwarranted of course). To try to make you feel bad unnecessarily. A type of false accusation, or spiritual slander.


1 Peter 3:16 Having a good conscience, so that, when you are slandered, those who revile your good behavior in Christ may be put to shame.


I had a group project once where one group member screamed right in my face while I remained calm, and I still love them. And Ifve been slandered online, even by other Christians, those who promote endless torture say that because I preach that geveryone will become believers in Jesus Christh that my works are of the devil or Ifm somehow satanic.


Thus, I thank you my friend, for your support, truly. Itfs rare to find someone like yourself who cares so deeply and compassionately about others. <3 Your words ease my heart. Ifm extremely grateful for your heartful support. My father, I love him, hefs a very kind person, but hefs not as available in the family as my mother and I because he works late. He goes up in the morning and doesnft come back until really late at night, like around 10:00 PM. So, I feel like I have to act as a sort of father figure in his stead.


Colossians 3:21 Fathers, do not provoke your children, lest they become discouraged.


With the state of the world, I may die soon. Physically killed by nuclear warfare, who knows. I have my own work I do, but sometimes, even when Ifm really busy, I throw that aside to go support my sister. Without love, we are nothing, we gain nothing, after all.  1 Cor 13:3.


Lol, looks like the algorithmfs back at it again. In terms of comment sections, well when I was younger I used to have a Profanity Filter extension on Google Chrome that would censor all words on a list. I would fill it with various insults and bam, they wouldnft appear. However, as I added more words to the list, I ended up censoring things out of context and then eventually I think the extension stopped working. I thinkc I made the list too long XD


Yeah like, therefs no need to be so harsh on the gpast youh so to speak. I was an atheist too after all, and searched up evidence that would disprove Christianity wrong, whole lists of gcontradictionsh in the Bible compiled together andc look where I ended up now lol. Like Isaiah 25:6-8 from above mentions, itfs a shroud that enfolds all people, like darkness. The only reason I was saved was because I believe in Christ. Some people are lucky to hear the truth earlier than others, like you and me, others arenft so fortunate, or maybe some people are born in areas with no access to Christian resources like this. Everyone will have a chance to learn in Sheol/Hades/Realm of the Dead, itfs why Christ preached to the dead after all :D Matt 11:23.


Hold up hold up. You say the words gIfm too sensitiveh. My friend, truly I tell you, therefs nothing wrong with being sensitive, therefs nothing wrong with being extremely sensitive to a high degree. I consider myself a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP). The insults people say to me, they do really hurt. I do cry. A few months back, I remember crying tears of joy for around an hour straight because I imagined Satan finally becoming a believer in Christ.


I think having the Devil by saved by Jesus is a powerful message. A lot of people unfortunately think they are girredeemableh, which is false. They might see themselves gas the Devilh, however, seeing Satan be saved by faith alone, is a message of hope that no one is beyond saving. Therefs a happy ending for absolutely everyone. I thinkc maybe itfs because I was sensitive, like a child, that I learned to understand this.


My brain involuntarily thinks about the bad things people have said to me while I lay in bed at night, for hours unable to sleep. Ifm also an overthinker my friend. I used to get really stressed about insomnia, my head would feel like a brick and my pillow a rock, but now, I try to view it as a way just to talk with God, 1-on-1. I canft sleep for an hour, 2, or 3? Then, more time to seek comfort from the Lord.


2 Corinthians 11:27 In toil and hardship, through many a sleepless night, in hunger and thirst, often without food, in cold and exposure.


Psalm 4:8 In peace I will both lie down and sleep; for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.


When Ifm really worried, sometimes I like to imagine myself hugging the Lord with a security blankie I have. Ifve even dreamed of embracing the Lord in a warm hug. And I like stuffed animals too. It may seem childish, but those simple things really cheer me up. For me, thatfs Heaven. And truly, the Lord says that we must become gchildishh, like little children to enter Heaven. Because children simply believe.


Matthew 18:2 He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them. 3 And he said: gTruly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.