June 22 2023

My mother had given me objectives therefore I had the opportunity to go out. I had used up my pre-written Christian Universalism Gospel messages. This is the truth, the words were written something like this I think. ” Believe in Jesus Christ to gain permanent life, therefore all will be saved. Luke 3:6 All flesh shall see the salvation of God. Christian Universalism. Everyone will go to Heaven.

I would bring a pen with me some times, this time, I had no pen. Luckily, on the side of the road, behold, there was what looked like a sharpie marker. It had a black lid and a white bottom, though it had cracks. I grabbed it.

I was digging through the garbage, opened the lid up on one garbage bin and looked inside. I could instantly recognize the smell. But I had to keep looking through. Behold, there was a cardboard box. So, I ripped pieces of it off and wrote Christian Universal Reconciliation messages with this marker on both cardboard side of each piece. I was writing Bible verses while walking and searching for the supposed lost item. Then on the side of the street I think, I found another cardboard box, what luck! So, I grabbed it and when I used the pieces of the first cardboard box, moved on to tearing parts of the second.

I would place my Gospel cardboard verses around, like Bible messages in these “Little Libraries”. Apparently, it’s where you can grab a free book. So I have put Bible verse papers inside of the book. What a surprise for a person reading those books, the meaning of life revealed to them, that everyone will be universally reconciled with Christ Jesus and thus go to Heaven! There was a book in one Little Library titled GOSPEL and I opened it and was reading, and then I noticed it felt… bumpy? And then I saw my thumb was on a big dark bug! It was around the size of my thumb. That shocked me. Luckily, the bug was unharmed I think, so I let it roam free on the grass.

I was tired, so I slept on the sidewalk with my cardboard. Maybe it can make a good blanket? I don’t care if people see me as strange, for me, I simply needed to rest, since I was running and walking on foot, spreading the good news of Christ all around these neighborhoods. And I type this after just having done that to rest. I also used different outdoor washrooms, in these booths, I put Bible verse messages there too.

I was very thirsty and hungry. My thumbs ached, they felt sore, because I used them to push in staples that were on these wooden posts, some of them were for electrical wire connections. There were some brown staples, other newer steel ones. I would take out loose ones, and then put my paper (when I had them) and use the staples to put it back in. That way, when people walk across the sidewalk, they can see the Christian Universalist Gospel messages truth, something along the lines of “Have faith alone in the Lord Christ to be made permanently clean from all sin, all will. Titus 2:11 For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation to all people.

I had not noticed that it was late. Apparently, I was gone for 3 hours, though I was tasked with looking for an important item that I had dropped apparently by accident. There I was, picking up pieces of paper, and seeing if they were the item. I walked back and forth on the street that our house was on. And then I saw my mother from the house door calling me to get inside. I apologized to my mother, since she mentioned she was worried, I was not aware of that time that much. I only noticed that it began to get dark quickly, so went towards home. Therefore, I rebuke myself for any trouble I may have caused, my friends.

It was not my intention to cause her to worry. I saw her outside the house while looking for it. It was still light out and I asked her if I should go inside, but with a loud voice she was telling me to keep looking. So, I was scared and thus I kept looking. Even though I felt panicked, I still love my mother, she is my friend and I care for her. That’s why I was willing to spend so much time looking for that item of hers.

I’m the type of person who easily loses track of time, like when typing these journal entries. If my mother had not taken my phone from me when I came into the house, I would have known what time it is. I only really noticed I think when I tried to enter a store and noticed that they closed at 10:00 PM. So, I went out at around 7:00 PM I think and came back at around 10:22 PM. So, it was around 3 hours I was gone.

I think it may have fell when my mother called me. Because when I was first going to the store to get the medical item, I suddenly noticed my black iPhone vibrating in my grey pouch I strap on me. I had this since pockets can be too shallow sometimes, so things can fall out of it. She told me an extra item, and then the call ended. So, it may have fell out here. Because, the purse I had, I noticed it was zipped open and there were coins at the bottom. Honestly, I don’t even really remember exactly seeing it in the pouch for this occasion, I think. When I was at the counter, I thought I would have it, but then I checked the inside of my pouch and noticed it wasn’t there. So even before I returned to the house, I was searching for it with my phone. And when I told my mother I think I had lost it, she suddenly took my phone from me and completely emptied out all the contents of my bag, thus I was tasked with searching.

I recently received a call from my father, so I explained the story to him and he said he would look when he had the time so I told him I appreciate it.