February 1^st (Thursday) 2018

Then went to doctor appointement to get more of the nasal spray since kinda help and I don’t care about my breathing anymore, just stress not going to obsess over it. I am my own therapist, I am stronger than it

Hhahahahahah

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

It’s 3:10 AM and can’t sleep. I thought I’d try fixing my sleep cycle by actually sleeping at some sort of decent time (10:40 PM

THERE WERE LITERALLY PEOPLE WHO WERE COMING UP TO ME WHO I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW (50/50 BOIS AND GIRLS) SAYING HEY TO ME AND THANKING ME. THANKING ME FOR MY PRESENCE. DO YOU KNOW HOW WONDERFUL THAT FEELING IS, FOR A SUICIDAL INTROVERT MAH BOI!!! THE WORLD IS BETTER WITH ME IN IT MAAAHHHH BOIII!!!! I MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY MAAAHHHH BOOOIII!!!!

I’m still recovering, but. Thank you Lord Jesus Christ. So much. Thank you. You keep all your promises. Thanks for everything. Amen.

If you believe in Jesus Christ and this has been your prayer, then the Bible says that your name will never be erased from the Book of Life which is in Heaven (Revelation 20:12-15). Welcome to the family of God. Welcome to eternal life

That message at the end… it heals me. It cheers me up

[AMOS: 9:14 I will bring back my exiled people Israel. I will plant Israel in their own land, never again to be uprooted.]