Jesus Christ will save the entire world, everybody will go to Heaven! Salvation through faith alone.

Isaiah 26:9 "When God's judgments are in the earth, the inhabitants of the WORLD will learn righteousness."

 

Journal Entry 92 – Take Two

December 15th (Friday) 2017

Ugghhhc

Thought wasnft going to come but he came.

Though, you know what I find tiring

Also, that clipboard image is unrelated. Actually, that gives me a great idea.

I could use black text to reveal invisible white text, like how some of my old journal entries before the PASS were

Pre
Annihlastic
Satanic
Scrupolosity

 

[As in Scruposility, Sataniism and Annihilationism are bad and Ifve move past them now]

 

wasted a lot of time making an account registering my moms card account for Canadian Tire.

 

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So, if any of you are already some knowledgeable in all of this computer coding stuff, but whatfs going on is that I have a dual screen monitor. Well, Ifve always had it, but itfs just this once where Ifve actually been able to hook it up and

 

 

We all have bad days at work. Don't let someone tell you you're not allowed to think your job is hard just because they think theirs is harder.

There's always a worse situation. To say that therefore you shouldn't complain is the fallacy of relative privation.

I think physical stress is more relatable and tangible than mental stress. That's why people might think the former sucks

 

But you know what, who cares. Whether something good or bad happens in life, Ifm just going to live through it. Because the only way to live through life is to live through it.

My life is happy and joyful now, and thatfs all I care about.

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Besides, why should I care, I barely know these people lol.

I call mine the Gremlin. Martha Beck calls hers her gInner Lizard.h We all have fears, especially when it comes to illness or death. But itfs important to understand that our fears arise in the amygdala of the primal brain. Their job is to protect us, but in modern life, more often than not, these fears damage us more than they protect us. Make friends with your Gremlin. Recognize that itfs not YOU

No wonder I keep calling my OCD (Satan, Scrupulosity, Lucifer, Devil, Abaddon, Apollyon, Baal, Moloch, etc.), because it disacciates the fear that I have.

1. Understand that fear sells and youfre being manipulated.

Fear sells, and the media knows it. So itfs no surprise that every other headline is warning you about the gSecret Dangers Living In Your Cupboardh or the gDeadly Dangers Of Airplane Travelh or the gCancer-Causing Toxins In [Pretty Much Everything.]h

As I wrote in this blog post, wefre safer than wefve ever been. But the advent of cable news as entertainment and internet news at your fingertips has transformed us into a fear-driven society, terrified of things that are relatively low risk.  Realize that the media is trying to make you tune in by making you afraid. Refuse to be part of the game.

True, itfs funny how I first found this triggering post in none other than Imgur, guess what, a media site. I could post some magazines as examples, but I donft want to trigger you guys. If it doesnft bother you, then go ahead and search up some for yourself, but those of you who already are used to this, youfve already seen enough of this.

Philippians 4:6-8

6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Who cares if my life doesnft have some great brilliant project, thatfs just prideful and arrogant thinking. When I would want to gsoulwinh, I didnft want to do it because I wanted to work for God, but because I wanted to be famous for God.

Itfs all meaningless in the end.

By simply living life, I am fulfilling Godfs purpose for my life. For what purpose can life have other than itself? For life was created for life, no more no less.

So case in point, I donft expect anyone to read this. I wish not for anyone to read this, other than for personal stuff, because if you do read this, you will most likely be scared. So Ifm doing this for nobody other than the Lord, to praise Him forevermore.

http://lissarankin.com/the-shocking-dangers-of-medical-overdiagnosis-overtreatment-part-1

So I donft care what disease I have, whether thatfs OCD / Scrupulosity. I know itfs source and thatfs all that matters; Satan.

And why should I trust these people? I donft even know them! The media, just use it for humour.

No opinions. I need information yo, thatfs what Ifm trusting.

And social media, thatfs leading to stress. All of this meaningless competition, making my head hurt. Though, I feel sorry for these people, no wonder so many suffer anxiety and depression worse than that of my own.

I was born lucky, upheld by the Lord to salvation by faith alone. I will make use of this opportunity to praise the Lord by having joy.

If m done with this, resisting the urge to search this anxiety inducing stuff, and just going to relax. The word count on this worries me.