Jesus Christ will save the entire world. Everyone will go to Heaven, guaranteed!

Luke 23:34 Of those who crucified Him (which is all of us) Jesus asked: "Father forgive them; for they know not what they do.

 

Journal Entry 90 – Don’t Take Seriously

December 14^th (Thursday) 2017

Ok, 4:40 PM HERE WE GO BOIS

So, you may be wondering why I’m always typing these if I claim to not like them. Well, it’s kinda a funny story actually. But I’m too much in a rush to say it, so I’ll just put it in this semi-creative list format instead.

·        Excited about typing journal entries, since doing school work (math applied) is sometimes boring and I get all of these deep philosophical question that I want to talk about

(I sometimes even right them down with my pencil, not pen, just so I can erase them when I realise that they actually stink).

·        At home: I’m too tired from my whole routine (hang clothes, hang self, shower, quick min talk with sis, Vaseline lips) so by the time I get to this, I’m dreading it because I’m so hungry.

(Though I kinda wonder whether that improves the quality of these or not, since apparently people can get really poetic when their depraved or depressed because it’s only then when they see the meaninglessness (vanity) of life. Besides, those slave owners made a ton of dough off of what they did, so they probably patented some sort of most effective way to do it. I mean, seriously, if they actually worked harder with food then they would have been given food. It’s not anything personal, they wouldn’t get off to that type of suffering, it’s just they’ve gotta work to feed their family yo. Have some respect bro)

 Should get new earbuds and paper and cut paper out of notebook.

Lunch (Those chicken arms, legs, whatever they are, drumsticks! Yeah, they good).

 

There’s no point to doing a bunch of creative projects in life, since they’ll all go away when the Earth is destroyed. Just do stuff that’s fun. Even back in Biblical times, those farmers didn’t do any creative projects to try to stubbornly / arrogantly / pretentiously / pridefully store up their “vast” amount of sufferings. They didn’t have Microsoft Word, or pens, or even paper! Imagine Adam’s generation before Noah, where they all got wiped out and we have no memory of them. They didn’t make any technological advancements to our species / write a huge autobiography of their “hard and difficult sufferings in life” / discover a new element and name it after themselves. Despite their huge lifespan, they didn’t care.

Which is why it’s important to just relax and have fun on the ride, the ride to Heaven. You can’t force anyone to be saved, I can’t even force my own mother to believe in Jesus Christ alone to save her (Once saved always saved), it’s her choice. I’ve already signed that soul contract, so I’m just hanging out until it’s my time. [Eventually everyone will believe in Christ of their own free will]

It’s like being at a doctor’s appointement. Just because you signed up for free health insurance doesn’t mean that you’re suddenly going to be healthy. Sure, you may try to be healthier, considering the doctor was a nice guy and you don’t wanna stress him out so much trying to fix your body. But other than that, you just have to live through life, the doctors still hanging around just to give the service to as many people as he can. And he’s pretty advertised already, considering everyone knows about him and could search online for him if interested. So, he’s just gotta wait and I can just chill.

I don’t care about rewards in Heaven nor if someone takes a reward that’s supposed to be mine. If they did take it, then they probably suffered more than me and deserve it more. Besides, God is always a rewarder, it’s a part of His eternal nature, so we’ll still earn rewards in Heaven for worshipping Him there too.

And don’t use that excuse that “holy things aren’t supposed to make sense”

 

Anyways, since I have 0 clue what I want to talk about, other than just random meta stuff about how I do these things (pretty much behind the scenes stuff not behind the scenes that nobody cares about), so I’ll just show y’all what I’ve written down in my written journal entries.

Yesterday

Help people when you want to, so that when you want help people will come

A good thing will make you feel good. If it doesn’t then it was never a good thing to begin with.

If you’re doing good and you’re not feeling good, then you’re doing no good.

Because if you’re not feeling good, then who is?

 

At that point, I was saved.

…

But I wouldn’t believe that until much later.

 

Don’t pressure yourself to do good, do it for joy.

 

 

Books

Season 1: Salvation               (Soteriology)

Season 2: Scrupulosity                    (Scrupulosity)

Season 3: Suicide                   (Sencationulity)

 

All family thinks of me is a joke machine. I cheer them up, but “oh forbid” they cheer me up

…

I guess I really am a big joke to them

(Ironically, that was the day before talking to my mom. Guess God answers all prayers, even when they’re written down somewhere).

Everything is connected

 

 

Also, this was all an excuse to remind me to cut out journal paper and get new paper and get rid of papers from my binder lol.

 

Nostalagia boiys, reminds me of times when I wasn’t so religious. [fundamentalism pain that is]

You can trust me, I will have those times back.

No matter what.

The joy of salvation, pluis the joy of relaxation.

I will be happy.

NO Matter what

 

So that’s my purpose in life. To cheer up and have fun with my loved ones. Because that’s really all I cared about at the end of the day, cheering people up. It always brings a smile to me whenever I see someone genuinely laugh, often it’s my mission to try to get people to laugh who’ve I’ve never seen laugh before.

Because shoving religion in their face isn’t gonna make them like Christianity, humor is. A little sugar makes the medicine go down.

Because I’m not egotistic enough to go around in public shouting about how I’m putting my time to good use and bragging over all the new converts I have. I’m in the world so I can show the world that Christians aren’t that type of people, but just funny people to be around who genuinely wanna be my friend.

And I don’t care if that leaves a legacy or not. Heck, I don’t care if nobody reads the nonsense I right here. As long as the Lord is happy, I’m happy. Amen.

Because that’s the nicest feeling in the world, and I can tell from their own responses, to get into the interests they have in life and talk about it with them with a genuine interest.

That’s why I’m still in the world, to convert, not aggressively, but passively. Just by existing I’m a light in the world.

And it’s lightheartedness that makes my salvation glow ever brighter. Thank you Lord Jesus Christ, for blessing all of my life. I will show my love to you by showing love to your creations as you do. Amen.