Jesus Christ will save all of creation, and return us to the happiness we were all always meant to have, like in the Garden of Eden, but washed from all sin with His holy blood! Everyone will go to Heaven!
Luke 3:6 All flesh shall see the salvation of God.
[I cried when I published this website, www.jesus-saves-all.com today, December 22nd, 2022, 2:07 AM. Please, my friends, I wish you all peace and happiness. Wefrec wefre all coming out of this alive, alright. Therefsc therefs a happy ending for all of us. Christ will save everyone. Everyone will have faith alone in Christ and be saved!]
Journal Entry 89 – PASSOVER
December 13th (Wednesday) 2017
Here we go.
My mouse wheel may be sticky, my keyboard may be a little slow, my fingers
Wefre going here.
And when I just got down here after rushing, I got to the mouse and moved my computer literally a split second of it going into dark screen for AFK screen saving mode. The odds of that happening on itfs own? Unlikely, itfs the first time itfs happened for me at least. Record time of 4:30 too. Ifm giving myself only 30 minutes of this, just so that I donft overdo it.
Exposition
Lunch (Actually professional hotdogs, nice way to keep fresh where got container and put ketchup, mayonnaise and relish in it, so I could put it on while eating. (like put on not dip lol) ).
Spare
Emotional
Now that thatfs over and itfs 4:51 PM, I can finally get to my emotions.
What am I feeling?
Well the question thatfs mostly interesting is what I was feeling while I was at. While here Ifm feeling motivated to put in and extract all of my feelings from inside of me and lay them to waste on this barren page (what I did say it would get emotional here lol) at I felt different. I had to resist the urge to use my phone to search up questions. It didnft help that I have a GotQuestions app and a Bible Study app, but I put them in the Useless Apps That You Canft Delete folder just to keep them hidden and not tempt me. [GotQuestions is against Universal Salvation even though Universal Salvation is true so Ifm against them on that] Herefs a list of some of (I hope all though) the questions that were running through my mind while at and on bus, since I canft be bothered to actually organize them into the form of a paragraph like this, too boring to read lol.
˜ Fanatics suck
˜ Fanaticism is bad
˜ You donft have to surrender your life to Christ
˜ Faith alone
˜ Doubts about salvation
˜ Hell is not eternal torment [Universal Salvation is true]
˜ Climate Change panic
˜ Climate change worry is unnecessary
˜ Worry is unnecessary
˜ Magnum Opus is meaningless
˜ Being creative is meaningless
˜ Earn rewards in Heaven
˜ God will reward us even after Earth
˜ Donft obsess over religion
˜ Religious obsession is bad
˜ Recovering from fundamentalism
And other stuff.
But while these taunted me, I thought
But right now, whatfs in my mind is that I want to pass this over. But not just that, but pass this over it. Sure, I could be on the edge of despair for the rest of my life, dedicating every moment and thought of my life to Christianity, while battling the urge to get out of it because Ifm too stubborn to listen to God, or I can be even better. Sure, Ifve won over my anxieties and my worries about not being saved, or hell being eternal, or evangelism being forceful, but do I simply want to win against them? [Hell = Sheol = Temporary = Realm of the dead = Christ will resurrect all the dead]
NO.
I did not suffer through all of that just to get a passing grade.
Just to stop here and live the rest of my life with those lingering feelings.
Because sure, I could go back right now and search up questions related to my own obsessions. But will I? NO! Because I donft want to just beat these,
BECAUSE YOU DONfT MESS WITH ME AND SIMPLY RUN AWAY.
NAAHHH I AINfT GONNA BLOCK YOU OR HAVE A TRUCE WITH YOU! AFTER ALL OF THE POINTLESS AND MEANINGLESS AND AGONIZING [paini] THAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH??!?!?!??!?! NAAAHHH HOMIE
I AM GONNA [redacted]
I AM GONNA
I AM GONNNA
Because you donft deserve the sweet release of running away.
I AM GOING TO
I AM GOING TO
AND THEN THEYfLL FORGET [forget about the pain of ECT and Annihilationism and know the truth of Universal Salvation]
Because if you mess with the bull, you get the horns, you messup.
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And to think.
All of this time, I was falling for the opinions of an [fundamentalist]
gBe the change you wish to see in the worldh
gI am in the world to change the worldh
SATAN GET OVER HERE.
CARE TO EXPLAIN THIS????
NAHHHH!! Donft EVEN THINK that you can get your way outta this one!
[Everyone will be saved]
I WANT SATAN TO LOOK LONG AND HARD ABOUT WHAT HEfS DONE WHILE HEfS IN HIS TIME OUT CORNER.
Because what I escaped from, isnft something necessarily religious.
Itfs something deep inside a person, an urge to feel special, to excel themselves up to great heights.
And thatfs the lie of the Devil.
Which is why good works salvation fools so many people, the government has been at it for decades brainwashing people into thinking that theyfre special or they matter in the world.
So screw Magnum Opus, I donft care about doing a big creative project.
Ifll worship the Lord by living life happily.
God does the saving, not me.
And with my prayers, the Lord will help her understand the truth on her own.
But she will trust in Jesus alone.
By showing how a person doesnft need religion like she thinks to be motivated in life and to be a good person.
But all you need to be happy, here and forever in Heaven (New Earth).
Is faith alone.
So Ifm saved, itfs all good. Ifll be happy no matter what. Amen, thank you Lord, for showing me these wonderful truths, and for blessing me so.
Itfs 5:20 PM now.