Everyone will go to Heaven. Jesus Christ will save us all. Have faith alone in Him, the Lord!
Lam. 3:31, 32 "The Lord will NOT cast off forever. Though He causes grief, yet He will show compassion according to the multitude of His mercies."
Journal Entry 88 – Pass Through
December 12th (Tuesday) 2017
That’s it. No more games, no not the video games or anime you’re thinking of. What I’m saying is no more wasting my time trying to make these journal entries fancy, I can do that when I ‘ve controlled myself. “Controlled yourself” you may be asking yourself? By what do you mean?
Well what I mean is that, if you’ve been following the Journal Entries recently (though if you haven’t don’t worry, I’m not upset. Heck, even I have trouble following this stuff from time to time, just at how much stuff is on here, especially when daily) then you’ll know that I recently discovered I had scrupulosity. Well, not really “recently” discovered, I always kinda had a hunch that I had it. Heck, even last year in psychology, guess what mental disorder I decided to do my final project on? That’s right, OCD where I put an emphasis on Scrupolsity. (I may actually be able to show you guys it, but I don’t know if my Psychology teacher saved it to her desktop or not to mark it. I don’t wanna show something that will reveal my identity. Like that INFJDad described, we INFJs like to stay hidden and anonymous while we change the world).
Speaking of change the world,
while coming home the Lord gave me another amazing revelation (by revelation,
I’m not talking about one of those “prophecy end-of-the-world shenanigan
stuff, I’m talking about just show information to me). He showed me that I
shouldn’t worry about these pressures because what’s important is not doing all
of these works for the Lord, but rather you’re love for the Lord. It’s by our
love and faithfulness to Him that we are rewarded, not by how many “souls we
win to Christ” or “how much online debates we won”.
Hebrews 6:10, God is not unrighteous to forget your work and labour of love, which ye have shewed toward his name, in that ye have ministered to the saints, and do minister.
Psalm 16:11, Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.
Matthew 25:21, His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.
1 Corinthians 3:8, Now he that planteth and he that watereth are one: and every man shall receive his own reward according to his own labour.
The Lord called me not to plant and go crazy evangelism, but to water. Extroverts like travelling, I don’t. Extroverts like talking to people and making new friends, I don’t. But, what I’m really good at is organizing. My goal is to organize all of this Christianity stuff into one massive website, so that people can be able to view Christianity more easily. (AKA Getting the good stuff out of Jesus-is-Savior and other sites and leaving out the bad stuff). That’s my mission in this life.
https://www.gci.org/prophecy/rewards
The Psalmist put it this way: “You will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand” (Psalm 16:11). John described it as a time when “there will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain” (Revelation 21:4). Everyone will be fully happy. There will be no dissatisfaction. No one will be able to think of even a tiny way in which things could be better. We will have reached the purpose for which God has made us.
Ok, I need to stop, I’m starting to worry about not having enough rewards in Heaven. I’m starting to worry that if I don’t work hard enough, I’m going to miss out on eternal rewards in Heaven and that I’m not going to be happy in Heaven but be less happy. What if I’m wasting my time, this is the only change I have right? Right? Please help me, my head’s starting to hurt from all of this thinking Lord help me now.
Anyways, I have 3 mins left until I’m stopping this worry time. The Lord gave me 3 talents…
1. Technology (being good with computers)
2. French (being able to translate English to French
3. Music (being able to make my own compositions on the piano)
Plus there’s that whole being sensitive thing that I don’t wanna get into because now I’m feeling sensitive. All of these articles coming at me, making me worry because I won’t have rewards in Heaven. Wait, this reminds me of something…
http://www.antichristconspiracy.com/PDFDocs/2Corinthians5.pdf
[EDITOR's NOTE: Every Christian is called to share the gospel. Our writer here is making a distinction for those who are vocational missionaries. But as you live your life in obedience to Christ and love others, you demonstrate the gospel. You should also, as Peter says in 1 Peter 3:15, be ready to tell people why you live differently. Simply by being a child of God and living in His light, y ou are a light in a dark world. You can also share His truth with people in your daily life as it comes up.]
I thought for sure that there would be something there that talked about feeling so pressured to do all of this crazy stuff, but this works too. Apparently, vocational actually means if it’s your job. Since I don’t have a degree in Theology, it’s fine for me to just take it easy, because God has given me little, I will work hard with it to get a lot. But, I will still be in the world like that last pdf thing I showed in Journal Entry, because I want to evangelize with comfort, giving glory to God by showing I trust Him that I can enjoy His creation with Him now.
God doesn’t care what works you do for Him, just as long as you’re loving Him it’s all good. Just do what’s in your love of God to do. I love the fact that God created video games and anime and the Internet (Youtube videos) so I’ll use that to shine my light into the world.
Satan, I will not kill myself. I’m ok, this is all just crazy worrying about this.
I’ll get that OCD inosel soon and then my brain will be balanced.
Until then, this is good practice to trust what the Lord is saying to me now, not searching up anything else, and being happy with what I’ve been given. Because I’ll be eternally happy in Heaven, rewards in Heaven are simply management positions anyways.
I don’t care about knowledge, I can learn more knowledge when I’m in Heaven. God will reward us even while we live on New Earth (Heaven) because it’s part of who He is that He rewards us. So someday, we will have the same knowledge and reward as John the Baptist, some people will just be in more of a rush to learn about it. I don’t know about you guys, but I’d rather relax and take it slow.
Ok, no more Bible websites, no more worrying. I’m watching anime
http://www.net-burst.net/pray/prayer.htm
Put bluntly, the main reason we undervalue many important ministries is worldliness. The world looks for human recognition. (Compare Matthew 6:1-6, 16-18; 23:2-12, 27-18; Luke 6:22-26) We do lip service, for example, to the power of prayer, yet view an evangelist basking in the limelight more favorably than the prayer-wrestler hidden in the back room. We exalt the virile missionary and sneer at the withered old lady whose paltry dollars God multiplied to carry that missionary to the field. If we’re blinded by carnality, heaven isn’t. To measure success in terms of human acclaim is to serve man, not God.
The most powerful ministry is probably intercession. And the world’s greatest intercessor could be the ‘no-body’ sitting next to you in church last Sunday. Only the spirit-realm comprehends what Christ’s sacred service agents accomplish behind closed doors and behind enemy lines.
Of necessity, singers perform in public; sound mixers and prayer fighters serve off- stage. Everyone sees your eyebrow. No one sees your liver. But which is more important?
Your average evangelist steals glory for soul-winning from those who prayed, witnessed and worked the miracle of enticing non-Christians to a Christian meeting. Many of the evangelist’s ‘converts’ either found Christ before he arrived or through counseling after he left. Though few preachers are deliberate glory thieves, there will be many reversals in the next life.
It was hardly a contest: two elderly ladies on their knees, versus a confident
evangelist in the prime of manhood. They wanted Dwight Moody to have the
Spirit’s power. He thought he already had it. But for him to resist was to pit
his power of positive thinking against their prayers to the invincible Lord of
every universe. A worn-out pop- gun versus a nuclear arsenal might have been
less one-sided.
The One who hears the prayers of the frail gave power to the ‘strong’. The impact shook the planet. Moody preached the same sermons but suddenly hundreds were being converted. He declared he wouldn’t return to his earlier days if offered the entire world.