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Journal Entry 84 – No Noise

December 8^th (Friday) 2017

Do you hear the noise? Well, I guess you wouldn’t really be hearing noise from this, since it’s a word document, but you get the point! Actually, you don’t so lemme explain.

But now that I’m here, I’m going to do a complitation of inspiring articles that I found. Of course, I won’t delve into too much detail on them, since I really just want to relax, but it’s better than nothing right? I don’t want to overload myself with all of these duties, I should love the Lord in everything I do, not doing things to impress you guys

1 Corinthians 16:14, Let all your things be done with charity.

Colossians 3:23-24, And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men; Knowing that of the Lord ye shall receive the reward of the inheritance: for ye serve the Lord Christ.

Colossians 3:17, And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.

Psalm 127:1-2, Except the Lord build the house, they labour in vain that build it: except the Lord keep the city, the watchman waketh but in vain. It is vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows: for so he giveth his beloved sleep.

Ecclesiastes 1:2-3, Vanity of vanities, saith the Preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity. What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun?

Philippians 1:6, Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:

https://arabahjoy.com/5-surprising-tips-for-being-a-successful-christian-blogger/

Tip #5: It’s okay to derive pleasure from blogging.

Have you ever wondered if it was unspiritual to run a blog? Because there are so many more “spiritual” things you could be doing?

Right?

Well our godly example John, said this: “We write to make our joy complete.”

There are some things that make our joy complete. And if we don’t do them, it wouldn’t be complete. I’m with John: writing makes my joy complete because it’s one of the works God has given me to do. It is not the only reason I write, nor was it the only reason John wrote. But it was one of them.

And that’s okay.

Honestly, this one site is really good.

So right now, I’m taking a break, this is enough. This is not fun, this is painful now. Well, it’s getting painful now. This is the only break I have and I intend to use it peacefully thank the Lord, still, for motivating me, not to just work hard, but to be still. To relax and work smart, not hard, in everything I do. I am not a slave that part of me is dead; crucified along with Jesus, I am a free person, with freedom and a feeling and relationship of love with Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior. Thank you, Father, for blessing me so. Amen.

Ugh, already 6:20 PM. I desperately need this break. Just gotta get through school, get a job and my own house, and I’ll finally get the break I need, the power to make a change in my life…. until then, I’m here in my melancholy and futility, trying not to kill myself and to resist that urge every single day.

Update

https://www.ucg.org/bible-study-tools/booklets/heaven-and-hell-what-does-the-bible-really-teach/will-a-loving-god-punish

http://www.av1611.org/hell.html

I know I’m saved, but I’m so afraid. Sure, I was lucky enough to be elect and predestined, to be born into this chance to be saved, but there are billions of people going to suffer in hell [Future Song here, the truth is Hell is temporary, Sheol realm of the dead. Christ will save everyone, all the billions of people in the world, everybody, will go to Heaven!] ! What’s the point of it all, even this anime makes me sad and makes me want to kill myself but I can’t kill myself because I’m afraid of hell. I’m so afraid, help me Lord, I’m crying [And this is a reason why I came to understand the truth of Universal Salvation]

https://www.gotquestions.org/eternal-damnation.html

How can GotQuestions say such a short a simple 3 paragraph answer for a concept and an idea that is so dreadful and fearful and worried over? Billions of people have worried over hell, probably the most relatable thing about religion, yet these people at GotQuestions don’t even care enough to give a full response.

1. Copy and pasted starting sentence from the Internet to make things seem insightful and interesting.

2. Statement

3. Bible verses (quoted)

4. Resaying Bible verses.

5. Now read this ebook that helped us understand this

Imagine someone saying this to you in real life. “Oh little Jimmy, it’s ok, you get to worry whether or not you’re going to burning in hell for all eternity and if you don’t worry you’re going to be burning in hell for all eternity, but just because you worry doesn’t mean you’ll still get an additional punishment of burning in hell for all eternity topped off on it”. How can you say that so bodly? It’s like a murdurer telling you that he’s going to murder you but that he won’t give you the sweet bliss of death because he’s going to assault your dead body for all eternity and your not going to decay

[Future song here. Past me is describing here the sheer ridiculous horror that is Eternal Concious Torment, the lie of it, exposing the sheer evil of it. The concept of forever hell is horribly vile, repulsive, demonic and the complete opposite of the Bible truth, that everyone will go to Heaven]

Now that’s a unique comment. Yeah, now that I think about it, by traditional Biblical definition, life does suck!

Imagine this. You’re in a casino, when a strange man comes up to you and offers you this deal. “I’ll make you be born on Earth, where if you find the needle in the haystack that is the correct religious belief system, you’ll be happy for all eternity. However, if you don’t find it in your randomly given time there (did I also mention that you could die like a second after you born. thank abortionists for that) then you will be tortured in unimaginably painful lake of fire for all eternity”.

You know what I’d say? I’d ask to never be born, who would make that deal? Who would willing go into a life where 80% of people are going to tortured through the worst means possible for ever and ever? No one would! It’s why God had to force His will unto us, He forced us to be born when we didn’t want to be born. How can a God be a just God if I never wanted to born in the first place? I never wanted to experience joy or sorrow or excitement or agony or any other emotion He created! I never asked to be born and it’s times like these where I wish that I was never born in the first place… [Getting antinatalistic here past Song. These sort of negative feelings, it’s okay to let them out, vent my friend, past Me. Ecclesiastes even talks about wishing to never be born. Even now, I still struggle with suffering. But, Universal Salvation gives me blessed true hope that all people will have a happy ending, permanently. And all this suffering in life will be forgotten.]

Great, now here comes my shouting family, my sister and my mother screaming at each other. I hate my life. Kill me, please Lord, kill me now. I want to live, but wat times like these I just want to die. What’s even the point? Rewards in heaven? I’m stressing myself out with that junk, without you Lord I will have no Rewards in Heaven, nor Salvation as well, so all I care about is salvation.

But I trust in you Father. I’m a guilty sinner, incapable of saving myself, yet the Lord saved me and is here for me. Whether hell is eternal or not (though I hope it’s not just because I feel sorry for the world who will burn and feel all that pain, worse than mine, forever and ever) doesn’t matter, I’m saved and that settles it.

http://www.revelation.co/2011/07/16/god-please-kill-me-now-i-wish-i-was-never-born-do-you-ever-feel-like-dying/

I’m crying now. Why can’t my life be like those anime, all of these happy people (like slice of life anime), but more importantly, all of these genuine friends hanging out together and having fun. I’m crying and it’s relieving, I need to get this out. I feel so alone, I feel so scared. Not even can I talk to anybody in my family, the only people close enough to be considered my friends, they too get tired of my words and of my feelings. I never asked for these words and these feelings, Lord kill me now. Everything I do that tries to make me happy, all of it is meaningless and pointless and futile because it never lasts. It isn’t true happiness because it doesn’t last forever, it goes away.

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It will take infinity just to count how much years your punishment will take! In fact, you won’t even be able to know how long your punishment is, just that it’s cloaked under the mask of words such as “infinity”, “eternity”, “forever and ever”.

http://winatlifenow.com/i-wish-i-had-never-been-born/

# • Build healthy relationships. Invest in friendships that will help you through the difficult times — and be that kind of friend yourself.

# • Maintain physical exercise. Keeping your body active and fit is one of the best ways to stave off the depression that accompanies difficult circumstances.

While I am maintaining physical exercise, how can I possibly get true healthy relationships? It’s all so pointless, nobody cares. “Oh your suffering from thoughts about hell? Just don’t think about that stuff! Now, about the weather…”. You care more about the weather than my own sufferings of hell? At least you won’t have to check the weather when you’re in hell, or maybe you’ll pester me with that small talk conversation topic while I’m burning in hell for all eternity as well.

[The truth is that Hell is not forever, it’s temporary mental suffering. Everyone therefore will go to Heaven. Jesus Christ will save everybody!]

That part that I made bold, it’s important. Why can’t I tell my friends (family) about my struggles? Because my mom believes in works salvation and will just tell me to “be a man” and not support me. Because I’m worried that my dad will think that I’m just in a Christian phase and was never saved to begin with. Because I don’t even want to talk about religion to my sister, I can’t take religion. Sometimes I even wish that I never even knew about religion, that I could live my days blissfully as I were young, but then there’s the fact that hell exists so uguguguguguguhhhhhhh [Hell is temporary mental suffering, everyone will go to Heaven. Christ will come down to Sheol and convince them to be saved]

But you know what.

GotQuestions is a fundamentalist website, boldly proclaiming all of this stuff as if it’s the Bible itself. It’s so pretentious and arrogant and prideful. By giving people “straightforward and affirmative answers”, they fail to answer what the point of the question was, an experience. Because most of the time, people don’t ask a question to know that answer, they most likely already know the answer and have seen the answer from other different sites already, they want to recover from a negative experience from it. And by giving these straightforward circle reasoning arguments all they do is give the same response that tons of other sites have already given, but with an actual funny or personal format. “Heaven is eternal joy, thus Hell is eternal torment (yes because apparently the Lord made everything with exact opposites. So I guess the devil should have the opposite power of the Lord, infinitely no power, huh?)

Just look at the site, it feels so rushed together, so pointless and so impersonal. On the phone app, they had a really good layout, but then changed it all to a design. They’re in love with they’re 5 year logo, they’re in love with tradition.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Christianity/comments/5uhefs/is_gotquestionsorg_legit_can_i_trust_its_advice/

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No.

It's littered with a lot of alarmist Evangelical nonsense.

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[–]Mtking105 3 points 9 months ago

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What's wrong with being "Evangelical"?

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[–]Jeretzel 7 points 9 months ago

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There's a lot of things problematic with Evangelical culture.

You need only sift through mountains of alarmist an obscurantist babble that pollutes the internet.

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{Future Song, I distrust Got Questions because they are against Universal Salvation even though it’s true. That’s my reason]

he does make a good point. Everyone has their own opinions, and nobody is perfect, so nobody has perfect opinions. Everyone’s bound to get at least something wrong, even me.

So I’m not going to let these fundamentalist evangelical Christians bully me any longer. I won’t let them shove me around, you know what, forget about them. I’m being a Christian, but not crazy Christians like them. I won’t I refuse and I’m still recovering…

Um… what in the world. Ok, that was genuinely funny, cheered me up a bit from all this melancholy I’ve been going through. Laughter really is the best medicine… lol!

Aionios means pertaining to an age

[Good on you, past Song, I even mentioned the whole aionios Greek word part]

Dang boi, ok don’t trust everything you see. I trust the Bible alone and when it tells me I’m saved by faith alone in Jesus Christ, once saved always saved, I am forever saved. Amen.