Christ will save all people. Faith alone saves. Trust in Him. Everyone will go to Heaven!

Luke 3:6 All flesh shall see the salvation of God

 

Journal Entry 83 – Leaving Behind

December 6^th (Wednesday) 2017

It’s already 5:08 PM and you know what, I just want to finish this quick. Like, you know, get in that daily Lord Jesus worship and the health benefit associated with talking about your feelings and just relaxing. I want to finish this quickly, so there may or may not be any deep reflections, since it’s bad to get to introspected. That’s where most poetic stuff come from, when you look deeply into yourself.

Anyways, back then I used to look into myself too deeply and peer away from the present moment of joy that I have. Even right now as I type this and try to think of something unique and meta and creative that will differentiate this journal entry from the last one, I’m starting to forget the fact that I’m in a happy moment right now.

https://www.christianitytoday.com/iyf/advice/goodadvice/im-doubting-my-faith.html

Emotional and intellectual doubts.

I doubt, but not a lot, barely when compared to before. Feels peaceful and I know that these will go away forever. Even if they do come back, they will slowly ease out, just like they have done in the past and are doing now. Wonderful feelings…

I was actually planning on having this journal entry as one of those exposition type ones. You know the ones, where I talk about what happened today and what new experiences happen. When I peer into myself, the void that is my existence and meaning in this life, all I can see is how none of this will matter in the grand scheme of things. That would be without the Lord however. Through Jesus Christ I am saved, forever saved and will never ever lose my salvation because I can’t lose it, only Christ can, and since He is perflectly loving and holy I will never ever lose it. I am saved, all I have to do in this life is to act as a witness (no not one of those crazy fundamentalist evangelists that go out door-to-door, street preaching, servanthood evangelism, etc. [As in, I am against the fundamentalists who tell the lie of ECT, forever hell, the truth is Hell is temporary. Everyone will go to Heaven] It’s just lifestyle evangelism, just being a good person, and when someone asks about our faith, then we can tell the, and they’ll actually take it seriously because they know us well and know that we mean well.

Romans 1:16, For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.

Matthew 5:14, Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

Matthew 5:16, Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

But who cares if this isn’t memorable, right now, I can’t type fast, I’m tired, exhausted, hungry and want a break. I’m starting to doubt now that I think about salvation, I just miss the times when I wasn’t a Christian just for that reason. But I know this Christianity will be worth it, no it is worth it because I am saved no matter what. UUUUggghh why does touch typing have to feel so limited, it feels like there’s something in my mouth. Anyways, expoooosssiititititititionn!!!!!!!!

I was using pro ear plugs to help me not listen to these random people doing stuff They seem to be standing next to me and wanting me to leave,

still tiring, whole for practice

peace out homies, and forget you word for trying to captilize the beginning of this sentence, these journal entries are my freedom and are free,,,,,

James 1:5-8 - If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all [men] liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.

Matthew 14:31 - And immediately Jesus stretched forth [his] hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?

Mark 11:23 - For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith.

Isaiah 41:10 - Fear thou not; for I [am] with thee: be not dismayed; for I [am] thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

Luke 24:38 - And he said unto them, Why are ye troubled? and why do thoughts arise in your hearts?

Mark 9:24 - And straightway the father of the child cried out, and said with tears, Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.

No wonder I was happy before, I didn’t go so crazy and try to sway my path from something other than what God ordained. I’m keeping this short, because I love you Lord, I don’t want to brag in this by making it long babblings, I trust you and won’t think about salvation, not because I don’t care if I go to hell, but because I know I won’t go to hell, I am saved and forever secure to go to Heaven when I die no matter how I die or what I die in, my sins are covered by your precious blood. Amen.

3. Be patient and remember that God is the one who saves people.
At times I have relied on my own efforts to reach people. This led not only to frustration, but also strained relationships. God has since taught me to remember that saving people is His job (Jonah 2:9) and my job is to rely on Him, being obedient with the opportunities that He gives me. A lot of times that means not rushing to talk about Jesus as quickly as possible, shoving the gospel down people’s throats, but rather loving people in a conversation and following the Spirit’s leading for an opportunity to share the gospel. Remembering that God is the one who saves takes a lot of pressure off of us! Success in sharing Jesus is measured by being faithful, not by winning converts–that’s God’s job!

http://unlockingthebible.org/2013/09/tips-sharing-gospel-family-friends/

http://unlockingthebible.org/2017/07/faith-shaken/

http://unlockingthebible.org/2016/07/are-you-questioning-your-salvation/

http://unlockingthebible.org/2016/06/seven-truths-fight-anxiety-salvation/

http://www.patheos.com/blogs/formerlyfundie/25-bible-verses-that-disprove-eternal-conscious-hell/

 

 

that anime was nice it’s already 9:30PM, even though I was planning to sleep at 8:30 PM. I’ll still sleep now though, just gotta get my sister to turn off her loud piano.

Now all I feel is lonliness. So I shouldn’t be expecting much, I don’t yearn for the happiness in this life, but the next… I just have to wait for it. Until then, this pain… it’s the best I’ve got. But I’m still saved, going to Heaven no matter what by faith alone. Amen.