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·        John 6:33 "The Bread of God is He who comes down from heaven and gives Life to the WORLD."

 

Journal Entry 81 – Extra Exposition

December 5^th (Tuesday) 2017

Ahh, quick shower and nail cutting hype, though I was trembling my hands a bit while doing it and still am when I’m typing this. I’ll stop saying quick showers though, even though I will still be doing it (hopefully) every day, just so that I’m not bragging.

Proverbs 27:2 - Let another man praise thee, and not thine own mouth; a stranger, and not thine own lips.

Proverbs 27:1 - Boast not thyself of to morrow; for thou knowest not what a day may bring forth.

Ok, I can’t hide it. I guess you guys noticed the title huh? What, you hating on me because I’m using such a general and unique title name on something so anti-climatic? Oh well. You know when someone says the word “extra”, there’s usually two types of things that can occur afterwards.

1.      A big massive addition, that’s so extraverted that it’s just like wow this guys active on this stuff.

2.      Like cherry on the cake, a little extra content here and there.

Though, extra is pretty general now that I think about it, meaning literally only an addition. As an extra note though, you know what I miss? The old days where I would do this as so little and just have a little bit of stuff, now this Journal Entry stuff is so massive that it feels like a weight on my shoulders than liberation.  Therefore, I’m not going to go ham on this, just the latter of what I describe and go to two too (I know it’s not “too” as in additional, but I like the effect of it all so I put it in there anyways).

Oh well, I can still watch the death note anime after this and relax, though without yogurt will make me sad :( I don’t even care about early dismissal anymore, every day now is just made pure torture, no wonder I write these longer, I have more to get off my chest.

Actually, for fun, let’s add those too. Idk, let’s say all that adds up to around $5000 dollars for all the trips, and I’m being generous here. Let us do the math magic booiiisss

$5000 + $8000 + $5000 + $18000

Someone’s been going ham on the stock market!!! Jk, stock market is a joke lol. I’d rather use my time reading the Bible, praising God, or just relaxing and having fun playing video games, being with family and watching anime, not this money.

 

As much as I dislike Jesus-is-Savior, I sympthasize with him on the level that he has suffered. That’s it. From what, I don’t know. I won’t say it’s because of his fundamentalism, despite that’s what I think. I agree with him on all his points there, except the dog part.

 

[For me personally, I’m scared of wild animals like dogs and cats because they can attack me. And if I die

 

So, it would be better if all wild animals can be tamed by humans, so we can all by friendly with each other]

 

Though, ultimately, these are the reasons why I type these journal entires, I feel so isolated in the world, so tempted to think of myself as “special” of of “high stature and delusions with grandeur”. I have no friends, only the Lord. And no animal is ever going to replace that love, I barely have any free time, why should I dedicate it to having a pet who I’m just going to cry over and kill myself over if it dies

 

Ok, that’s how I feel like. Initial hatred and anger over being insulted aside, this is what I am.

Anyways, then teacher and old man bragged about eating all of this fancy food and going to these fancy places, when all I eat is peanut butter, banances, apples, pears, peas, bread, beef and occasional chicken and pizza bites (OH YEAH, AND YOGURT TOO!!). Them, they were like

Anyways, I thank the Lord for helping me through this, I won’t care for others opinions. This is my life, I suffered a lot to get to this point in my life, and I’m not going to suffer even more unnecessarily just by the pointless opinions of other people. Like with religion, I will NOT be pressured by the pointless trends of this new age, [that is, the trend of the false belief that hell is forever, when the truth is that hell is temporary, it will end, all people will go to Heaven] much to my own suffering. Overall, I’m glad that I went through with that fundamentalism, God can now work through me to show the world my honest opinion, so that one day, people may look back at these journal entries and say “oh wow, this guy was brutally honest”. But I get those things not because I necessarily want them, but because I want to please the Lord so that my legacy may be seen as good from the Lord. This legacy is not mine, but the Lords and I will work solely for the glory of God, who deserves all the praise of every thing that walks and swims and flies and breathes. For He deserves even more than the praise of all. Thank you Lord, for helping me realize this epic truth. Amen.

 

 

1 Chronicles 16:23-31

23 Sing unto the Lord, all the earth; shew forth from day to day his salvation.

24 Declare his glory among the heathen; his marvellous works among all nations.

25 For great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised: he also is to be feared above all gods.

26 For all the gods of the people are idols: but the Lord made the heavens.

27 Glory and honour are in his presence; strength and gladness are in his place.

28 Give unto the Lord, ye kindreds of the people, give unto the Lord glory and strength.

29 Give unto the Lord the glory due unto his name: bring an offering, and come before him: worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness.

30 Fear before him, all the earth: the world also shall be stable, that it be not moved.

31 Let the heavens be glad, and let the earth rejoice: and let men say among the nations, The Lord reigneth.

http://www.afaithtoliveby.com/2011/06/09/stop-telling-your-people-to-do-evangelism/

Beautiful
Also calculator running out of battery, not enough time, Oh well, God is helping me wonderful and beautiful.

 

*Just a heads up, I'm going to rant a bit here...*

 

AP classes are better than the IB program. For smart people who want to take good classes, I recommend going into AP classes if you must, and not IB, avoid the International Baccalaeureate program. I’ve met many people who went into it and they all suffered deep grief, trauma and sadness from it.

 

Plus, it reminded me of the acronym IB *(International Baccalaureate)*. It's pretty much "alternative" Advanced Placement classes here in Canada, except it's funded by an actual organisation out to make a profit. AP is more recognized, IB, I didn’t even know about it until I saw it, but AP I instantly knew already.