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Journal Entry 75 – No Bible Blogs

November 29^th (Wednesday) 2017

Now this is normally the part where I’d have some sort of punny or cliched intro, well technically I’m still doing that now, but after this, I’m not doing the whole Bible blog format. Why? It’s not cause Bible Blog’s are useless, [By this I mean, it’s best to look at the original scriptures in Hebrew and Greek, which are perfect, to interpret and research yourself to find the truth. Blogs are written by humans, which are imperfect, just like the English translators of the Bible, they make mistakes. So it’s just that my obsessions have been catered to them. Here’s a little guide on that.

· Obsession: A thought that comes into your mind that you can’t stop thinking about (think about like an annoying song that’s stuck in your head)

· Compulsion: Imagine if the only way to forget that song was to do some weird thing (like touch something a certain amount of times, think about something for a while). Sounds fine? Well, it’s also painful. Zouchers.

Yeah, I know I’m kinda forcing the format change there, but 1) this is my idea space, like my scrapbooking collage (never thought I’d get that hobby though so it’s quite fun. without those blue links in here anymore, I’ve gotta do something here to liven up the party… speaking of which.

A party. Yes, I’m going to one, that’s why I’m rushing into this whole thing real quick.

CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR

Ok, we’re in the alien-safe bunker. I really hope you actually see this future Song, though a nice tip is to Ctrl+F all of the documents to see whether the word “censor” shows up or not. Should of probably been putting that next to questionable stuff that I want to censor that could have revealed my personal information, but whatever. Personally, it’s better late than never.

[No worries past Song, from 5 years ago. I’m glad to reach the part in these Journal Entries where my mental health gets better :) But here, song mentions really specific personal information stuff, like actual physical locations, so I will cut them out]

Yeah, had a hard time finding those screenshots, so I just smacked them on my desktop.

Yeah, that stuff is really want I want to censor, like a (parenthesis in (a) parenthesis). I know that above phrase sounded dull, but I pretty much had to considering I don’t want any LOL FUNNY HILARIOUS stuff being cut out of my beautifully handcrafted autobiography (I typed with my hands ok).

Kinda glad my sister and mom getting hyped for this, since I need to support them so they can support me through my OCD diagnosis.

CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR

Dunn hh dunne dunn, dihh de de hh de de

The voices in my head

Are going up to

Wake me up instead

And I know that I’m

Here to be fed

I recorded it, so maybe I’ll show you guys.

Point is, my mom sincerely complimented me.

Mom: Wait, Song did you play that?

Song: Yeah.

Mom: Wow, that sounded so professional, great job!

And it was genuine, I can tell by her reaction, not faked, as an INFJ I can tell time.

…

Though, you’re probably wondering…

“Song, please stop typing like this”

To which I say

While I told her something, I forgot to tell it to you? Ready. “You’re like a celebrity”. Ok, enough joking around. When she told me about her Christmas Caroling volunteering at the elderly place, I complimented her about putting in so much effort to this (she literally got a Christmas tree hat and put lights around it, plus she brought a bunch of light stuff and danced and sing to entertain a bunch of old people to boost her reputation at her workplace). When she was telling her story, of course I had to fake my reactions a bit, exaggerating them because I’m always depressed and obsessed with “you know what’ and worried and anxious, so I put them aside and just… stop believing them and instead trust in the Lord that he’ll handle my insides while I handle my outsides. Kinda like… soul….wi-. I’m just being friendly with her okay, telling her that “wow you’re better than the last group, you must have been the life of the party, I didn’t think you’d put this much effort into this, well you don’t want to disappoint your fanclub”.

I thank the Lord for my ability to communicate with them, only possible through the deepest depths of my own sorrow I understand what sorrow is and learn to corrode it with anti-sorrow. What’s anti-sorrow? Why, love of course! I will move forward, I have motivation.

I live life not to be happy or to make others happy. Not to fufill an arbitrary goal nor to attain a certain quantity of something. There’s no time or space for that, it doesn’t matter. I live life to live life, survival of the fittest, my life is to be alive and to stay alive. Not to be saved, I’m already saved, but to bring glory to God. God put me here in this sorrow and this family in this town with this body for a reason. And I will fufill that purpose until the day I die. (Plus, I’ll still have to wait in Heaven for the Rapture where we get our glorified bodies, so until then, I’m here).

This cheers me up though, as I assumed hell is not eternal.

[WOAAAAHHHH YESSSS!!! OK Future Song here, from 5 years ago. I’ve been removing personal info on all these journal entries and was waiting for the moment when I would officially find the truth, that Hell is temporary! Universal Salvation is such a joy in my life and I truly appreciate it. Of course, I had to escape the horrors of Christian Fundamentalism, but I hope my journey, documented in these Journal Entries, can be helpful to people. My friends, everyone will have a happy ending! :D]

Hell-Fire Not Endless

There are several reasons for being so sure on this point. First of all, this earth is also declared to be the final home for the righteous. Jesus said, "Blessed are the meek: For they shall inherit the earth." Matthew 5:5. Peter, after describing this earth exploding and burning with a great noise, saw a new earth filled with righteousness. "Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness." 2 Peter 3:13.

The wicked cannot continue to live in this planet because it has been specifically promised, in its entirety, to Abraham's spiritual seed (Romans 4:13). After being purged of all the curse of sin, it will revert to the first dominion, and to God's original plan for it. It will be finally what God intended it to be-a perfect home for a perfect people.

[Abraham’s spiritual seed is the entire world, everyone. All creation will be purged of the curse of sin, thus all of creation will be sinless, and all people will be perfect. All will be made righteous through Christ]