Jesus Christ will save everybody in the world, have faith alone in Him to be saved, everybody will.
Gen. 18:18 "ALL the nations of the earth shall be blessed."
Journal Entry 64 – Died Down
November 18th (Saturday) 2017
It’s Saturday, God just needs to discipline me with these feelings, the discipline that benefits me and does not hurt me on the inside.
I pray to the Lord to give me the strength to resist. I need to stop fleeing Him and flee my sin. For I shall flee and resist from the evil god, and not the good God.
Matthew 5:39, But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also.
James 4:7, Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
1 Peter 5:6 - Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:
Matthew 23:12 - And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted.
Hebrews 11:6 - But without faith [it is] impossible to please [him]: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and [that] he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
That is my precious reward in Heaven, more better than this meaningless temporal pleasure that I receive from here, but full of life and of joy in Heaven. For how do I show my love to God when I do what He hates? For how can I ask rewards for Heaven when I already receive rewards for my sins here, temporary meaningless pleasure in the vast infinity of Heaven. I must struggle and go through, especially when I’m waiting for this doctor to give me a proper diagnosis. No matter what physical or mental disability I have, it is not an excuse to act in such manner. I hate this I hate this and i…. i….
No… God has already forgiven me of this sin. It’s pointless and a waste of time to turmoil over this even more, to add turmoil to my prior turmoil; salt to the wound. I have been already assaulted, and the enemy has retreated. For if I chase them, they shall surely attack with more forces, as that would be in their land not mine. I shall stay in my land, so that when they come, I can see them come so that I may not come and leave and cleave to the Lord my strength. But flee to my home which is Jesus Christ. That is my safety, my peace and my blessed hope, not this pointlessity. Now, I have things I need to do and work I need to finish. I will eat and be full and rest well so that I can wait for the next battle in the next day. They may have won this battle, but they have not won the war. I shall win the battles, not out of duty to have to win the war, but to save those, evacuate those before the sudden destruction cometh about. I shall be saved and not be selfish and share my salvation with others, not my sins.
2 Corinthians 10:5, Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;
Quick little update. While checking my protonmail for some quick email updates, I realized that he must have responded to my email at this point. Luckily, he did! I’ll put in my response in here too (even though I posted it somewhere on these journal entries before), just for content’s sake.
Wowzers. And I really mean that. You can email GotQuestions and get a short automated response from a Doctor of Theology, but this is just beautiful. [Got Questions is against Universal Salvation even though it’s the truth, so I don’t recommend that article from them] Despite how long distanced we are, it feels like I really know him and I can truly call him my friend. As an INFJ, when I see someone, I can really tell who they are, and not just on the outside, but on the inside as well. All around, I see so much fakers and I would hate them, until I realize that I used to be one of them back before I was saved. Because at the end of the day we’re all sinner, but there are just some that are more open about it.
I will soulwin and preach to the world online, another net provided by God to reach to the lost
Matthew 13:47, Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto a net, that was cast into the sea, and gathered of every kind:
Job 38:35, Canst thou send lightnings, that they may go and say unto thee, Here we are?