Jesus Christ will save every single person in the whole world, everyone, please trust in Him, you will guaranteed be saved, everybody!

Matt. 12:7 "would not have condemned the guiltless."

 

Journal Entry 59 – Shimmering Down

November 11^th (Sunday) 2017

As much as part of me wants to simply stare at my saved pictures (online jokes) from the Internet and relax, I won’t. I won’t be able to relax, you know why? Because I’ll constantly have this mandatory journal entry typing in the back at my mind. It’s technically not mandatory in the way that I don’t have to type this, it’s just mandatory because I a man made it mandatory on myself to do. I not only want to see the change that God makes in my life in the Present, but in the past as well, as I am an INFJ who looks into the future, I can predict the future by looking into the past (history does repeat itself afterall, just look at the similarities between the Old and New Testament).

Ecclesiastes 1:9

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.

So to this, I have no reason to be angry or upset at God for inflicting me with doubts, it is all my own fault. I have no reason to be angry or upset at the Holy Spirit, for I have faulted and sinned and grieved Him to produce less fruits of faith. God did not tempt me to that sin, He cannot. It was I who inflicted this upon myself, my depression becoming self harm. In fact, God anti-tempted me, He provided an escape, I just did not take it. It was not that it was hidden, nor unknown nor unseen, but that I did not want it. Now that I want it, it’s already too late, I already committed that sin.

James 1:13, Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man:

1 Corinthians 10:13, No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.

James 4:7, Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

Romans 7:17, So now, no longer am I the one doing it, but sin which dwells in me.

My spirit is no longer damaged by sin, instead it is simply my body that I must reside in for my days on Earth that gets hurt. I’m already saved and guaranteed to Heaven, sinning will just make it harder to endure on Earth.

Knowing how much of the Lord’s efforts are being put into my own success.I don’t want to grieve Him any longer, nor make His efforts in vain. Knowing how busy He is with loving everyone else, I will respect this blessing that He has given to me and respect the time that He has layed down for me. Now, without further ado, let’s see this email!!

Welp, false hype. My inbox still has the same 4 starter unread emails that are there by default automatically when you first create your account on the email service. I checked the Sent section of my email just to make sure I actually sent it and didn’t just leave it on the last Word Document, but I did actually send it, which is good. Though, I shouldn’t be expecting a reply so soon

Proverbs 13:4, The soul of the sluggard desireth, and hath nothing: but the soul of the diligent shall be made fat.

Colossians 3:23, And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men;

Either way, I’m happy and it feels good. Though, it’s just now that I’ve realilzed that God has actually answered my prayer of needing company and not being lonely. For the longest time, I’ve  prayed over having so that I can have someone who I can truly vent to and tell my struggles to. I can’t do that with my local family because…

Ephesians 2:8-9, For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.

Ø  Galatians 2:21, I do not frustrate the grace of God: for if righteousness come by the law, then Christ is dead in vain.

Ø  Romans 8:3, For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh:

Ø  Ephesians 5:18, And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit;

Ø  Galatians 3:28 - There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.

Ø  Proverbs 16:18, And an haughty spirit before a fall.

Ø  Ephesians 5:22-24, Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the saviour of the body. Therefore as the church is subject unto Christ, so let the wives be to their own husbands in every thing.

Ø  1 Peter 3:7, Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered.

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But anyways, I wanna have some tasty greek yogurt and my fingers and head are too exhausted to keep typing. I thank the Lord for giving me the strength to persevere so that I may continuously bring glory to Him while in the flesh, get out of this spiritual low and continue to earn rewards in Heaven, since  Heaven is what matters the most. I’m already going there, might as well earn rewards while waiting, [All people will be rewarded equally with Universal Salvation] I thank the Lord for creating me to be who I am today and for revealing to me these great truths. I thank you God, for blessing me so, the only one deserving of praise and worship and glory is you Father, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

Proverbs 12:24, The hand of the diligent shall bear rule: but the slothful shall be under tribute.