Christ will save absolutely all people, believe in Him and be saved, all people will.

EZEKIEL 33:11 As I live, says the Lord God, I have no desire for the death of the wicked.

 

Journal Entry 52 – Regular Day

November 6th (Monday) 2017

Weeew. Should I be working? I would, but going through the day alone takes up a ton of motivationc or is that energy? Either way, since I canft sleep right now, the best I can do is to gather some motivation by typing these things. (Which I hope are worth the energy that I put into them. Oh wait, of course they are! More rewards in Heaven, for EVERYTHING we do in the name of the Lord).

Psalm 90:17, And let the beauty of the LORD our God be upon us: and establish thou the work of our hands upon us; yea, the work of our hands establish thou it.

Proverbs 12:11, He that tilleth his land shall be satisfied with bread: but he that followeth vain persons is void of understanding.

I just hope that these arenft getting to repetitive, by me literally talking about my day daily. Then again, due to how natural inclined to sin the world is, itfs important to always have a biblical perspective on everything and to consult the Word of God daily, just so I can keep it in my heart like other Christians did. (Besides, those web ministries that have those bajillion ebook offers do the same gDaily Devotionalh thing, so Ifll do it tooc just with a different name).

Herefs the dayc

At the gym, I forgot to get my regular towel that I would use to wipe off my sweat What? I should use my hankerchief? Great, nothing more pleasant than the feeling of drenching sweat when I blow my noise. At least it would help make the air near my nostrils moist and help the congestion. Reminds me that I should get my old humidifier back in my room.

I started slightly twitching in anger (which I hope nobody noticed). While I did my best to contain the anger, nevertheless I still got angry. And for that, I apologize to God for not laying the thought captive in Christ. At least someone got a happy ending out of this. Well, ending to this regular day anyways. Luckily, therefs always tomorrow!

Ephesians 4:26-31, Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil. Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth*. Let no* corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers. And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice:

 

While checking my phone at lunch, I also found an interesting and helpful article that answers to Christian Doubt. Out of all the things that I search up about Christianity, thatfs probably the one thing, the one word that I search up the most gDoubth. I still find it stranger how, for me, doubt has such a big role in Christianity, yet few people in Christianity talk about it. Itfs not irregular, itfs a regular day of a Christian.

John 20:24-29

24 But Thomas, one of the twelve, called Didymus, was not with them when Jesus came.

25 The other disciples therefore said unto him, We have seen the Lord. But he said unto them, Except I shall see in his hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand into his side, I will not believe.

26 And after eight days again his disciples were within, and Thomas with them: then came Jesus, the doors being shut, and stood in the midst, and said, Peace be unto you.

27 Then saith he to Thomas, Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: and be not faithless, but believing.

28 And Thomas answered and said unto him, My Lord and my God.

29 Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.

[So THATfS where the idiom gDonft be a Doubting Thomash comes from! Didnft know it was biblical, thatfs pretty cool actually]

One site actually gave me this motivation. I donft remember the name of it, but itfs for sure on my phone, so youfll probably see it on some doubt section of this website or what not. Anyways, it said something comforting, something along the lines of gThe most questions that wefve been asked by Christians is about doubting salvation. If youfre a Christian worrying about whether you can lose your salvation or if you ever had salvation to begin with, donft worry. If you were an unbeliever, you wouldnft be spending this much time looking into your fears and anxieties about salvation, you just wouldnft care. But seeing how much care you put into your own salvation shows that you are indeed saved. However, donft see this as assurance of salvation, search the scriptures for it. Donft take my word for it, take Godfs word for ith While I did take some creative liberty there to make it seem more fluent and not just a chopped sentence, that there is the general jiste of it. (Donft want it to be to regular, because we Christians are not regular like the world).

1 Corinthians 3:19 For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness.

(I hope Ifm able to make a website to store all of these journal entires, social media comments, and more; and that my life is not cut short due to some fatal accident. If youfre reading this and my life was cut short due to some fatal accident, know that it was most definitely not a suicide. I will never kill myself. Leaving others here to suffer while I myself go to Heaven? Godfs mercy needs to extend on more people, not just myself. I am a vine, not a root, this is not my faith that perseveres, it is Godfs. I am sealed with Godfs faith, not my own works.)

James 1:27, Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.

John 14:27, Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

2 Peter 1:4, Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust.

1 John 5:5, Who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God?

 

Mom said things mentioned in that to me.

Mom: Youfre a [insulting name]. Killing yourself just shows how much of a [insulting name] you are, that you canft handle lifefs problems.

Mom: Are you a girl or a boy? Youfre a boy, so stop crying and toughen up! [Everyone is allowed to cry, to let feelings out, and to pray to the Lord with tears streaming out for hope]

Ifm too tired to go into all of it, you get the point, I get the point, and it hurts.