Christ Jesus, saviour of the entire universe, the whole galaxy, all of existence! Thus, everybody, come and believe in Him now! You will all eventually have faith in Him and gain salvation!

Luke 9:55, 56 "But He turned and rebuked them, and said, "You do not know what kind of spirit you are of; for the Son of Man did not come to destroy men's lives, but to save them." And they went on to another village."

 

Journal Entry 44 Shortness of Breathe

October 29^th (Sunday) 2017

I’m going to make this quick because I don’t have much time.

 

Didn’t go to church because busy with my work. Should I or not. I know when my mom was in the Church her parents literally forced her to go every Sunday plus to all of these family studies and what not, leaving her no time to have some alone time with God. I will focus on my work, so that once I’m finally free of this intense workload I’ll be able to actually soulwin professionally and dedicate my time with it

Doing the things I want make me both excited but impatient for the arrival of these things when I can go, somewhere less noisy and peaceful so that I can worship God with all my strength. Right now, I try to worship the Lord in everything that I do, which is why I mention Him in every one of my Journal Entries. He is the reason for my being, He has blessed me, cared for me, and loved me so much, even when I wasn’t saved (so before May 2017) He longsuffered for my conversion. I love Him so much, He’s the only person I trust.

 

Anyways, this is short, but I still want to get into the habit of typing these out of the blue (despite my room being blue as my emotions of feeling sadness and suicide). It’s not so much as suicide, but more so wanting this phase of my life to be over. But can instead relax then. So see ya later!