Gen. 18:18 "ALL the nations of the earth shall be blessed."
Journal Entry 43 – Mentions of Madness
October 28th (Saturday) 2017
I don’t think that I should be naming these titles right before I type my entries lol. Like literally, I doubt the only mention of “madness” that I’m going to type here is the title itself. Though, it’s a pretty catchy name so I’ll probably use it for something else.
I got distracted by religious stuff. I just pray to God that I find out the answer to this. I don’t know what it is exactly for Canada (where I live), but I’m guessing it’s around the same thing.
Edify them in Christ, friends that I can have that can relate to lonely INFJ me. I checked the personality page they have on INFJ and it’s no wonder why INFJ search, for us this would really be the closest we can have as someone relating to our lonely 1% (the lowest percentage personality type in the world, not to brag or anything. Though, it just seems more like bragging now that I mention that I’m not doing this to brag. So just ignore those last 2 statements, and this 1, no not this one because that would be a logical fallacy like “This statement is false.” or some other sort of paradox like that.)
I’ll still love them because I know what can help them, the power of Jesus Christ. With praying and fasting I’ll be able not only to earn more rewards in Heaven (the value of eternal rewards in Heaven are nothing compared to the temporal suffering of here on Earth) but to rebuke and make the evil spirits inside of them flee! As the Christian life should be of joy though, I will pray to Jesus Christ and ask Him about this, saying that I want good while have an increase in faith too, so I’ll have to see what happens. Whether something good or something bad happens, it doesn’t matter. As both come from Jesus Christ both of them are blessings! Besides, it doesn’t matter how much hardship I go through now, I am eternally secure in faith alone of the Father’s only begotten Son Jesus Christ.
One last thing I’m worried about my job.
Hold up. I don’t know, I’m insanely tired right now, it’s 3:00 AM (though I’ve stayed up later in the previous years), this is the latest I’ve stayed up since the beginning of this year. I just wish that I’ll be able to have breaks to have fun and do the fun relaxing things that I want to do during the weekends. That I won’t be hounded by all this maintenance of the house that I’ll still have time to play and relax. Because I rest in Jesus Christ yet I still find no rest. You know what, this worrying is literally getting me nowhere, other than another 1 thousand word count. This isn’t helping you, this isn’t helping me. You’re probably just reading this as some sort of filler, as a bridge to the more interesting parts of the story. In that case, I’m glad that I’m able to get more successful considering that I hope that my drive for soulwinning still persists to when I’m older, considering that’s all I want to be able to do when I’m older. I’m tired and, I’m not going to say it. You know I’m suicidal, I just don’t want my dreads, sadness, fears and insecurities don’t rub off on you, but instead motivate you from a point of view to always trust the God’s true words the scriptures the Bible no matter what. [The original Hebrew and Greek manuscripts are the best, English translators can make mistakes) Trust God’s precious word, the trial of faith stronger than gold, and His word preserveth forever. Amen.