HOSEA 6:1 Come, let us return to the Lord; for he has torn us and will heal us, he has struck us and he will bind up our wounds. ( NEB )

The Lord will heal us all. Though we are wounded and harmed now, eventually we will all be healed, we will all be saved from the harm on this planet.

 

Journal Entry 118 – Hard Boiled

January 12^th (Friday) 2018

Ok, this has nothing to do with eggs, I just thought that it went well with the other title.

I’m so tired of life, I want to die. Hahaha, that’s my motivation in life.

I guess my motivation to work hard

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This is sounding a lot like a certain rewards thing. Goes to show how wrong it is.

Makes me think about what I really want.

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I just want to be happy.

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But that’s not just something that I want, but something that we all really want.

So who am I to take away the happiness of others?

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I’ll work hard and you’ll work hard, and if we all do our best in taking care of ourselves, all of our problems will be taken care of. Because the only problems that exist in this world are our own.

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I just want to be happy, is that so hard? I’m sorry for being so cruel these past journal entries, I’m crying now, it’s just that I’ve only realized now how cruel I was. Again, I’m sorry. Let’s just all work hard for our own happiness.

Because if other people weren’t happy, I wouldn’t have all the wonderful things I have today.