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Journal Entry 107 – Bicycle

December 31^st (Saturday) 2017

Ahh, another day, another scholarship to finish.

Ouch, my neck hurts a bit.

1)     Main blanket (for when it’s too cold)

2)     Lighter blanket (for when it’s too hot)

3)          Cuddle blanket

Ok, just came in contact with another THING and got pressured to do WORK for the THING, but I’m not. Who cares, I can always earn more WORK for that THING when I’m dead. I always feel pressured, because if I don’t then it makes me think that I’m missing out on something valuable that I can only get here, but He understands my situation and loves me enough to not let me feel those unsatisfied feelings.

Overall, right now I just feel pretty perfectionistic

But you know what, I’m done with all of this.

I’m probably going to be adding plenty of more words on here later with all the rough

I don’t care if I lost half my break,

My trauma about the THING will go away, just like how my mother’s own trauma about her THING went away. (And she was more active in the WORK then I was).

I just need to be patient, because the WORK I can earn even after I die, for all eternity, literally.

And that makes me feel better.

Now I wait.

And focus my energy on more useful things.

My sinful desires want more power than Him, but it will be worthless.

All I need is happiness.

And I already have it.

I may not be satisfied now, but I will be after death. Forever.

Wow, this relaxing music really is beautiful.

Dangit, didn’t have the chance to get any work done, because now it’s already 7:45 PM

But I’ll have it, even if it’s not here on Earth. I’m already all good for when I die, so I’m fine.

At least all of this suffering gives me a good, motivating backstory huh?