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Journal Entry 106 – Break the Cycle
December 30th (Saturday) 2017
While it may seem like the next day, it’s actually not. It’s actually just 1:00 AM, so I’m typing this from yesterday. Still getting used to this new keyboard, but it’s pretty sick.
They literally bought this for my birthday/Christmas present with the mouse, and I can say that it’s pretty sick. Literally glowing with colors sick, I hope I don’t get a seizure from this lol.
Anyways, I’m busy and since I was tired, I couldn’t really express my joy for this, since I’m usually monotone and have to fake it and due to my personality type (INFJ), I know that they know when I fake it, so I’m being honest and telling them that I like it but am too tired with all of to appreciate it and be joyful about it.
And that’s the reason why I’m busy so see ya.
Mah boi, apparently both screens actually zoom in and out with ctrl and mouse wheel. No wonder the second screen (additional one on my left) is always so zoomed in then the main one, it’s always going to be naturally smaller and because of this will never be able to increase or decrease more than the main monitor because they both increase and decrease from the same set. Seesh, I’m getting mathy already and it’s, what, 2:30 AM??
Wait, can it read my data, because I literally just “full page” screenshotted literally all of my confidential information. One word; dangit. Welp, guess I gotta trust it now. Pro Tip 4 the kiddos: don’t do anything when it’s like 2:45 AM in the morning, I’m tired and feel
Update
Hey, it’s 5:00 PM and literally just wasted 4 hours doing a whole picture taking session with my mom shouting “STUPID” all the time at us for literally not being perfect in our pictures. And when I try to talk about the motivation of money and talk about how my main goal in life is to make money, she tells me to shut up and stop repeating the same message over and over again. But I can’t, because this cycle of screaming verbal abuse keeps on going over and over again, and it’s always going to be the same solution no matter what.
I could go back in the journal entries for nostalgia, but I can’t. Even post-PASSOVER content has been affected by this plague. Though, I guess I never should have expected this transition to be easy, but once I make it to the other side, there’s going to be nothing in my way. I’l have money. I’ve already looked into every aspect of life, I’m ready for what comes next, even after death I’m not worried. Because everything is ok. And I’m glad.
Update
So much to do but not enough time to do it all.
That’s my ultimate goal in life, to make myself happy until I die. Of course I want the happiest life possible lol.
Anyways, it’s already 8:00PM
Unused Stuff
It’s true tho, I’m already done with that THING after death, so I’m all good. Everyone else is wrong, because He has shown me the solution to it all. And some other stuff that I could reference, but am too tired to at this moment.
But I’m too tired to care, the screen is literally so ORANGE right now. (That may or may not be a Code Geass reference).
I’ll never be able to truly relax now, so I don’t care if I miss my whole break. I’m done,. HAHHAhahahahaha, makes me glad everything goes away in the end, even my words, just let them out4 in any contenxtgy HAHAHAH HAHUFEWHDFAUIPSHF AEHRFIUSHFEDUIAHSIUDFUAHSEIRFOISHEFDKJASHDFIUAHFDIASH HAHAH HUUUUUSHAHAIFUPDHSRF IAEWHFIASDUIFHASLJDFAWOYBEIRFBHAEGFASDICGKJA HE9RFUA8WEYGHRF8OASGFASDGFUSGDFAESRFGA80OW347RTYQ08WH3A4RTYQ4