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Journal Entry 105 – Tea Break

December 29^th (Friday) 2017

Do you hear that sound? No it’s no an airplane passing overhead, It’s relaxation… ok,

Actually, you can’t even hear the music can you?

But you maybe be wondering why I’m a little bit more positive today.

It’s because, guess what, you’re homie ovah here got his tea!!!!!!!

Absolutely brilliant.

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I’m not going to take any chances though.

Right now, I feel so relaxed. Though, this relaxation would be seen by another as just normal living, I see it as something even better. That’s the plus side to having mental illnesses like OCD, normal living is amplified in happiness to so much more that I appreciate the little (blegh) moments like these ones.

After meditating for another 5 minutes while waiting for my tea to finish getting heated up in the microwave, I noticed something. My lips have actually not had their cracks in it. (Cracks as in red tears in the skin that then turn black, they didn’t really go away easily because of my facial tics of opening my mouth wide [upper jaw all the way up and lower jaw all the way down] would re open them while they were closed and would cause them to bleed even more). I haven’t even been putting in that much Vaseline anymore, I just remembered to put it on now, the first time I actually did during this whole winter “break”.

To mention those airquotes above, I call it a “break” because it’s not really a break, just more time for me to do more work, just more delay before my inevitable doom. But then again, that’s all of life, just waiting until we all die.

Ok, that was rather dark, but I’m kinda worried about that. Though, I shouldn’t need to worry, but rather take action. I’m not going to think about the things I thank about yesterday, I’m just going to finish my work and not get distracted.

No more updates with those “Intense Quote Headings”. This is most definitely the end of this journal entry, unless something extremely absolutely crazy happened like, , this won’t be updated. Bye!

 

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I’m sorry to have to tell you this.

And in such an unprofessional manner, through a text on a Word Document.

But something happened...

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Just kidding!

This is actually still just me from the original text of this journal entry!

Ok, enough kidding around.

Baaaaaaaaiiiii!!!!!!!!!