Christ Jesus, saviour of the whole universe. Universal Salvation = True. Faith alone salvation = True
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering towards us, not willing that any should perish, but that ALL should come to repentance."
Journal Entry 101 – Not a Bleu Christmas
December 25th (Monday) 2017
Hey my boys, welcome to Christmas night, but technically morning. I haven’t slept since you last saw me, I’m still in my tight plaid shirt and jeans as usual
If you know me well (which I’m hoping you do at this point if you’ve read all of my journal entries coming up here, though if you skipped some that’s fine, I get real rant-y sometimes), then you’ll know how much I love OSTs, evident by all my fandom followings on my main account on youtube. Touhou, Undertale, Oneshot, Shakugan no and others that are too lengthy-some to list here. So you can probably tell from that list alone how much this moment meant to, not just me, but the future of all humanities futures of ever more-ness ever everness-ness here now itself lighting light of today but not today because it’s the future of today past the past today of future past day now not not.
Yeah, you can probably tell that I’m really tired when typing this, At least this helps get a journal entry daily out of the way,
Update
Ok, it’s 4:00 AM and I’m tired and finished the gift stuff and am going to sleep. Can’t believe Bezlebub is trying to make me worry about not trying to sleep. Who cares if I can’t sleep, I just need to get rest, that’s not from sleeping. If I can’t sleep, more time to stay awake and have fun, especially without the burdens of religion constantly on my shoulders!!!!!!!
Updates
Ahhh, nothing like a 5 minute meditation from my boi that Google timer. Ahhhh, pro tip for all you tea lovers, prepare your tear while you’re eating you’re breakfast, save time. Though, seeing how you’re tea lovers already, you probably already know this trick already (I mean, I hope so). As well, waiting for tea is actually a good time to do meditation if you aren’t doing something else, just make sure you keep track of the start time so you don’t get stuck their for ETERNITY!!!
Ok, I didn’t mean to scare you there, I’m just joking.
Anyways, I’m chill so lemme do stuff real quick, this one is already long from yesterday, woke up at 1:00 PM too lol.
Though, I think I know the reason why I was having trouble sleeping beforeThere’s nothing wrong with me, I’m normal, I survived the past, and I’m ok. Life will only get better from here.
Part of me worries about not being able to sleep, but I’m not going to meet up to it and appease that obsession. I literally just slept easily mah boi. Besides, if I can’t sleep, it’s just more time to play and enjoy life. If I get tired from lack of sleep? Then less mental energy to worry! Checkmate Bezlebub.
https://justgetflux.com/news/pages/v4/welcome/?v=4.55
Doctors sometimes ask their insomnia patients to keep sleep diaries in order to help identify lifestyle factors keeping them awake, but Feinsilver advises against logging and analyzing your slumber for an extended period of time. “The more you think about it, the harder it is to fall asleep,” he explains. “The best thing you can do is try to ignore it and take your mind off it.”
One way to shut out the worry could be through meditation: In a recent study from Rush University Medical Center in Chicago, insomniacs who practiced mindful meditation for eight weeks reported better sleep and higher remission rates than those who didn’t.
http://dailyburn.com/life/lifestyle/insomnia-causes-treatment/
https://www.theverge.com/2015/3/24/8278221/screen-use-insomnia-sleep-disruption-sunglasses
https://drorma.com/overcome-insomnia/