Christ Jesus the Lord saves everyone. Believe in Him, He will save every person in all of existence, this is true!

ISAIAH 1:25 I will thoroughly purge away your dross and remove all your impurities. (NIV)

 

Journal Entry 10 – Mouth Ache

September 28^th (Friday) 2017.

I want to say something a loud and communicate, but my mouth hurts because of my sickness. It feels like torture to wait. I try going really quick so that it doesn’t seem but I have to go again. This time, I say that I’m going to

Ecclesiastes 3:1 – “To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:”

Ironic, the one time I want to say something quickly is when I want to slow down. My mouth aches unbelievably right now. My nose is constantly running, dripping wet stuff over me. The hanckerchief in my pocket felt so wet. It’s the constant changing hot to cold. I knew I shouldn’t have kept my fan on while I was sleeping. Last night, I really wanted to relax and look for some music to make my studying more relaxing. But then I was hit with a speed bump.. Bam bam bam. I feel so overwhelmed, yet I shouldn’t be. I won’t rush this journal entry, I’ll take it slow, like my slow death in life. It comforts me that God wants me to go slow and be happy, He will never overwhelm me.

Psalm 142:3 – “When my spirit was overwhelmed within me, then thou knewest my path. In the way wherein I walked have they privily laid a snare for me.”

I’m done for now. I guess this is the only way to make me slow down, to weaken me. This is the life that I chose and I’m not going to kill myself. I will relax, the Lord is my rock to keep me safe. My shield of salvation. My blessed hope.

Daniel 12:4 – “But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased.”

 

Inspiration:

https://www.thoughtco.com/how-to-do-daily-devotions-701262

Consider Spending Time Writing in a Journal.

Many Christians find that journaling helps them stay on track during their devotional time. You can journal your thoughts and prayers, providing a valuable record. Later you will be amazed and encouraged when you go back and note the progress you’ve made or see the evidence of answered prayers. Journaling is not for everyone. I suggest you give it a try and see if it’s right for you. Some of us go through seasons of journaling as our relationship with God changes and develops. Journaling may not be right for you now, but consider attempting it again in the future.

 

http://www.desiringgod.org/articles/five-ways-to-flourish-in-journaling

 

I sometimes feel too depressed to watch someone. If I were to watch it now, while I’m tired, it would ruin the moment. How can I possibly enjoy anything when I’m like this. Yet, at the same time, that’s exactly what I need to get out of this depression, to have fun. No matter what I do, it’s always going to hurt and I’m always going to be sad. Why not have fun while doing it? Everything is going to be perfect in Heaven anyways, so really I’m just investing in the long haul. Better that than killing myself.